i'm juzz donno how to express this feelin'... after almost 6 month aq dudok umah jew.. aq rse mcm loosers yg x bole nk jln kedepan.. nk reverse pown x bole.. stuck in the middle coz of ma self.. result SPM daa lme kuar dulu.. aq dpt sikit jew.. but Alhamdullilah x de yg fail.. so far x dew tawaran yg aq dpt.. UPU x pat.. matriks.. jgn harap arr.. aq nk keje coz mak aq da membebel sroh keje smentare.. but i'm always think bout ma lil bro.. coz spe jew nk jmpot dye balek skolah.. smue sibok.. aq rse serba salah wit ma mom coz dye da bli moto sroh aq byr balek wit ma gaji.. but.... duet poket makin lme mkin kering coz x de income.. rite now aq x toh nk wt pe.. coz aq betol2 menyesal coz aq asal budak harapan tros merudum jd bdak bese2 jew.. kwn2 aq ad yg da dpt tawaran mmg happy.. tp.. aq.. sumpah penyesalan aq wktu PMR berbeza ngan skrg neh.. rse mcm dak sgt2 bodoh..
before this bdak dpt 4A's aq gelak an coz skit jew.. but they still dpt tawaran.. aq neh.. time neh arr rmai yg dpt str8 A's.. x pat twrn.. nk swasta.. hurrmm.. mmg bnyak twran.. tp.. mcm x yakin jew.. all this day when i really try ma besh to score in ma English.. but i feel like useless.. coz in U they only want at least E or D.. what the!!.. Bile dpt twrn doctor kt russia.. happy skjap.. coz rse mcm dak pndai an?? but bile pikir blek.. x berbaloi coz result aq bpe jew.. bkan dak str8 A's pown.. life is full wit challenge.. but aq nmpk cool jew.. but inside.. fell like nk explode da..
i donno how to end this but aq have to leave u ollz rite here.. all this thing happen coz life wanna me to become a successful person after this.. i'm sure that i really wanna strugle wit ma studies after this.. no more stupid Sharul and no more ugly Sharul.. after this i can become Smart N stylo Sharul.. Insyallah.. Amin.. u ollz please pray for me N wish me success.. ( mcm ad org nk bace je ).. hahaha.. WTE.. yg pnting aq happy coz da luah an everything kt blog neh..
Ok.. happy stories plak.. aq da jatoh cinta ngan korea coz their culture x jaoh beza ngan org melayu.. aq skunk neh tgh blaja bahase korea.. tp alphabet dye aq hafal la.. bace tulisan dye bole sgt ( tp gagap2 arr ).. but the biggest problem is aq x paham maksud yg aq bace toh .. Korean syok but.. sometimes bosan gak.. especially their reality variety show.. mmg real gak arr.. like Running Man.. neh member dye..
SHINee
Super Junior
F(x)
2PM
4 Minute
SNSD @ Girl Generation
tulah serba sedikit aq aq tgh minat skunk neh.. Bye.. Smeckom... <3
